So much has happened that have shaken my faith, but not destroyed it. There have been injuries to loved ones, the loss of my grandmother to cancer, trying to buy a new home, a new job, and the list keeps on going. And I have caught myself many times questioning why all this was happening all at about the same time. Is it all a test? Is it God showing me what I am capable of handling? Is it preparation for something in the future? And through all of my questioning, I have found that I had developed a lack of trust. A lack of faith. I had become prideful about my accomplishments, and somewhat bitter about my downfalls. But, even at my lowest point, God was always there within reach. It was not that He left me, but I allowed myself to move away from Him.
2 Chronicles 7:14
"If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land."
Renewal to God is based on a few conditions as seen in this verse. And these conditions all rest on us. First, we have to humble ourselves. We have to understand the fact that there is nothing about us good enough on our own to please God. As Paul said, he did not feel worthy enough to tie the sandals of Christ's feet. Only through humility, can we adequately approach the throne of God. Secondly, we need to pray, and pray often. If we want a right relationship with God, we need to speak to Him on a regular basis. This is our way to reach out to Him. As I stated earlier, He never leaves us and is always there. Next, we need to seek Him. We do this by studying the Word of God. We look to find what He expects of us, and we learn of who He is. This helps us to draw closer to him. Lastly, we need to repent. Repent literally means to have a change in mindset. Not only do we need to ask forgiveness for our shortcomings, but we need to consciously change our actions to match.
When we submit to these four conditions, God brings about renewal to our lives. He will hear our prayers, He will forgive our sins, and He will bring about healing for all of our sufferings. No matter where we are in our lives, or the level to which we feel we suffer, God is still there. We just have to recognize it, and actively seek Him for help.
Lord, forgive me for my distrust and distance from You. I know that you have always been there, regardless of my situations. And I know that I have come through them, not own my own power, but by Your grace. Please give me the continued strength and guidance that You always have provided in times past. Shower me with Your love and comfort, so that I can push on in this world, and show the world who You are through what you have done in my life.
Thanks for reading and God bless you all!